Today, I felt like I didn't matter. For once, I wasn't so fucking selfish and I felt like I didn't matter. Like the particles that made up my body didn't even exist. Like the atoms circulating through my veins weren't even mentioned in science. Like that sentence didn't even make sense, I just wanted to say the word atoms. I felt like whenever I looked up at you that my eyes would just plop right between us and leave both of us speechless, but it would leave me speechless and blind. It would also leave both of us with a nasty, pussy smell in your room without the windows open because it's zero below outside and we only have each other to keep us warm. If it would be me and you in a room together, and all we had was to depend on each other. I would kill you.