this is kind of deserted. if the internet could do this my blog would totally have been taken over by nature by now.
i enjoy the fact that i don't talk to this thing anymore. it wasn't healthy at all, i just called people out and acted like they gave a fuck about what i wrote about them. it's all fucking petty bullshit that i never want to return to.
my life is so fucking different, it changed so fucking much and i'm so happy to be where i am right now. i thank whoever to be alive and well right now getting kisses and getting fucked damn near every day. it's fucking amazing and i couldn't ask for anything more.
this is who i am and this is my life and this is what's going to shape me.
Good for you.
ReplyDeleteAnd I mean that in the most non sarcastic way possible.
I wish I could not care anymore. Yet every time I try not to I end up being pulled back into this seemingly endless vortex of stupid shit that I can't pull myself away from.
I can't say I'm happy.
I don't think I am.
I don't know if I'd be happy on my own.
I just want to do something.
Instead of sitting up late at night on a Wednesday with no motivation to do anything.
Sometimes I wish that people would just tell me what's going on, but I can't say much because I do the exact same thing.
Anyway,
I'm glad you're finally happy :)
Thanks JJ, I'm sorry I didn't see this until now.
ReplyDeleteI really do miss this thing, though sometimes. I wish I could continue to write on it, but I just don't feel compelled to in any way. That's why I have a sexy journal.
I really enjoyed talking to you last night and I can't wait to skype w/ you tonight! :) I love you! and I hope you you're always going to be happy.