I really hate the fact that there are other people in the world who are inconsiderate and nice all at the same time.
It makes it so hard for me to be mad at someone when circumstances are like that.
It's really annoying that I have nobody to connect with anymore. I don't have anyone understanding fully what is going in my brain. I thought it was you, but it wasn't. I thought it was you, too, but it wasn't either. I was sadly mistaken. I was mistaken quite a few times in my life that still haunt me.
There's only almost 3 more months to go until I have to face adulthood. I'm going to college and I'm going to be away from this place that I've been coming back to for that past 4 years. I'm always going to have a place I don't want to go back to for a prolonged amount of time. Why don't I just tell everybody that I'm not fucking Super Friend. I can't always be accepting of what goes on with you and you. I'm not the fucking mender of relationships, I can't make everything okay for everybody. It's not all going to be fucking sunshine and daisies.

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I want you to suffer.