In the nick of time, you appeared behind me, and I didn't know what to say. I was shocked and confused and perplexed.. all at the same time. I didn't know whether or not to give you a hug, to kiss you or to just kick you and tell you that you were never worth it. You were never there for me when I needed you and I can't really forgive you for that. Honestly, I don't really care about your well being..I don't really care for mine either. I just care about what's happening right now.. in this moment sitting in class not reading what I'm supposed to be reading thinking about how I have coffee cakes in my book bag and how they're going to get smooshed by lunch time. Derek Lee is looking at my screen and he's watching me type this. "What? Coffee cakes?" I like how I want to hug everyone and how I don't care if people read this. I only do this for myself because I never get things out in the open. Just with you. Where are you, by the way?