"In his face, I stabbed him"

I just got a call from "P" which means "Private" and I was in the middle of a sentence after I accidentally called my friend and asked if my boyfriend was there. It was an old woman, but I didn't know that until she said, "Oh, sorry this must be the wrong number." I wanted to say, "It's okay!" but I didn't for some reason, and I just switched to the other line. That's going to bother me really bad. I didn't want to be mean. All I wanted to say was, "It's okay!"
I was thinking on the way home today, it was kind of rainy and gloomy. I was thinking that whenever you step on the grass and stuff when it's raining, you're stepping on SO MANY WORMS. They were all over the sidewalk like this one time I was at my friends house. They were all in the grass, too! And I saw them and I felt squishing. But I don't know if that was the grass or the worms. So I just stepped on the cement sidewalk the whole way home, even on the skinny part where I had to balance even though I didn't want to.
I liked today a little bit. I felt alone and I liked it for the first time.