I'm not worthy of anything anymore. Not even a mere smirk on my face when something bad, but funny happens. I am no longer allowed to laugh at chaos in my brain without looking like a loon. I am usually judged upon my actions that I perform every single day by the same group of people. You're right, maybe I'm not the smartest person ever, unlike you. Maybe I'm not a scholar and maybe I will have to take an extra math class because of those 3 college credits I wasn't smart enough to be given. But let me tell you something, you cannot criticize me like you're a teacher, you can't pick out my vocabulary and you can not tell me who to be. You can sit back and shut the fuck up before I fucking do it for you. ALL OF YOU. GET OFF MY FUCKING DICK ABOUT EVERYTHING. It's always about how I talk or how I phrase things or "Kayla, you're just not trying your hardest." You don't know what the fuck you're talking about. I try my hardest every day to be accepted by you. Maybe one day I will. Maybe I'll meet up to your standards and you'll actually love me for who I really am. Probably when I'm dead will I ever meet up to your standards. Thanks a heap ladies and gentlemen, I love you too.