i think

new years resolutions are too time consuming.
like, you need to change? for yourself? if nobody is really noticing the differences in your behavior why should you even change?
why should you even take the time to sit down and think about how you're going to put those cigarettes down
how you're gonna break them in half and suddenly be okay with the tabacco flaking to the ground.
i wonder how people have been talking, do they talk different?
since it's the new year?
honestly, i think that everything just suddenly got older. the minute it turned 2010 i looked outside and everything seemed to age in a second.
i feel like i'm older, and more experienced. i feel like i can't make any new years resolutions.
i feel like i enjoy simpler things much more than i did.

i was just eating animal crackers and made a hippo and a camel kiss and make love, it was the most beautiful thing ever.