maybe, I am a monster. Yeah, I am.
I despise who I am and so do you.
That's not fair, it's not fair at all.
I love you for everything you are, and you're so good to me.
I'm trying so hard NOT to sound like those stupid people in creative writing
that talk about love, but I mean it when I say
I LOVE YOU.
I read the blog, I read everything.
I re-read it again.
I started to cry, 'cause it was a floodgate of memories
that overwhelmed me to a point of anger, and rage
and tears and sadness and hatred and happiness
and LOVE. and I can't seem to describe it anymore than I can on here
but this is for everyone to read and everyone to laugh at.
but i'm projecting it
because I'm crazy!
I'm madly
in love with everything about you.
We've changed and we need to change some more
everyday
more and more
I fucking care about you and I love you
and
I'm going to miss you when we go separate ways.
you're with me
and that's all I've ever wanted.
one thing thats always been like a problem with me is i overanalyze and over think and i have to find a reason why everything is the way it is
ReplyDeletethats okay but i generalize too much making the analyzing like faulter
thats why im so tubby all of the time