I'm scared of what I'm going to be without you.
I'm terrified of what I might be without you.

I'm scared I'm going to drown in my own self-pity.
I do need you.
I do
I DO

false thoughts wrong our relationship
false assumptions throw it against a wall
false love kills it until it's butchered.

save me, while there's still time.
kill me with your words one last time.
look in my eyes and say you don't want me anymore.

it's one more realm of this shit that you don't need.
one last movie script you need to act out
one less step you need to take to the bus stop.

I hope one day, you're happy.
I hope the next day, you're not.
I hope the day after tomorrow, you'll forgive me.

And I hope now, today, you'll kill me.